Is it normal to only want wild sex with hookers?
Look, I've been divorced for almost ten years so it seems to me that I should have gotten over the emotional damage by now. But you what: I'm still fucked up. The only sex I want and get with a woman (and sometimes two or more women at the same time) is with a Hooker. And I'm talking about a real down and dirty whore. I know it's because I can control things. I give the orders and they obey. I get what I want and then they leave. There is very little emotion involved. Just my satisfied lust. Thats the only thing that matters. Two problems with that, now: (1) I'm getting older and desire a partner to share my life with. (2) My lust has gotten too expensive. I don't drink or do drugs but there must be some kind of therepy for a guy like me. Have I become some sort of sexual addict? Any suggestions, anyone? I hate the prospect of going to one of tose support groups like AA. Even though I have friends who swear that it is going to AA meetings that keep them on the wagon. Are there support groups for guys who lust like me? I don't even know how to have a normal relationship with a woman. And I don't blame my ex. Believe me, I'm the one who screwed up our marriage. Look, I'm writing this on father's day. I just had a great talk with my daughter. So I'm feeling really guilty and fucked up right now. So before this euphoria wears off . . . Any of you dudes out there been where I am? I'll be looking at this site all week for any help you can give. Thanks.