Is it normal to only be able to smoke by myself?
When I smoke Mary J, I get real paranoid and my whole perception on life changes, people around me don't look the same anymore, even family members look different. It's kind of like in a negative way. I also get panic attacks when I smoke marijuana and I don't even smoke that much! (Once a week to once every other week) it's so hard for me to be around people when I'm high. I just feel like everyone is so weird and fake and robotic, Sometimes I even feel like I'm robotic and weird and it's kinda scary. Idk if I'm the only one who feels this way when I'm high ?
I can only really smoke by myself and relax sometimes
Bottom line -
If I smoke with people I get paranoid and get panic attacks. I have to walk off and be by myself to calm down. Sometimes I can't even walk back to hang out with my friends until I'm not high anymore.
Thoughts?