Is it normal to only be able to smoke by myself?

When I smoke Mary J, I get real paranoid and my whole perception on life changes, people around me don't look the same anymore, even family members look different. It's kind of like in a negative way. I also get panic attacks when I smoke marijuana and I don't even smoke that much! (Once a week to once every other week) it's so hard for me to be around people when I'm high. I just feel like everyone is so weird and fake and robotic, Sometimes I even feel like I'm robotic and weird and it's kinda scary. Idk if I'm the only one who feels this way when I'm high ?
I can only really smoke by myself and relax sometimes
Bottom line -
If I smoke with people I get paranoid and get panic attacks. I have to walk off and be by myself to calm down. Sometimes I can't even walk back to hang out with my friends until I'm not high anymore.
Thoughts?

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  • 015910

    sounds like you might have derealization/depersonalization, i dont really know how to help you on that one, im still trying to figure it out for myself

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  • Slumps

    The veil has been lifted, when you smoke you realise all what's wrong and fake with the world and it's makes you uncomfortable and so it should, I can relate to where you said everyone feels fake and robotic, it's almost like seeing reality for what is it

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  • Ratmanwakes

    Weed makes you paranoid. And incredibly hungry. You must be very young. So don't smoke it. What the fuck is the problem?

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  • Darrow4

    Sounds normal to me. You sound like an introvert my friend, and we can have friends, but it is more difficult when you are high.

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