Is it normal to not know what a person is thinking when they say "i think"?

Saying "I think" is no wonder people can read people's minds, but I don't know what they're thinking. I want the passions like my memories by analysing people's minds, where it all comes from. Jesus Christ couldn't keep his views and ideas to himself, acting religious all the fucking time! Inventing your own religion in public can scare people, I know the Bible isn't true because nobody shuts up when you say "get behind me Satan!" they either blaspheme non-stop or they laugh at you, it's extremely ridiculous! Christianity is literally ridiculous: people will laugh at you and they laughed at Jesus Christ, but what was he thinking? The reason we think Christianity isn't evil is that we're used to it, but it's evil if you think about it!!! What is a philosopher thinking when he discourages you to have a bath, or when his philosophy is very complicated (and kind of cluttered)? What was Hegel thinking when he was a normal guy inventing his own philosophy? I know some of the thoughts people have: hippiedom, grindiester (the internet made that up), and engaged Buddhism, and what they're thinking is either making the world a better place, making it worse, or running the country politically by being religious about it. People aren't partially religious, their religion is a full-blown religion. There's nothing non-religious about it. People don't recognise that I'm religious, but I didn't pick a religion to be quasi-religious, I picked a religion to be fully religious, not that bullshit of spiritual, I'm religious and I'm proud of it. Hippiedom therefore is teenagers getting religious, the whole thing is religious, they put Hinduism into everything, like Ghandi did when he stood up for what he believed in. But nowadays standing up for a belief isn't popular, people are trying to tell you you're believing lies and false beliefs, and therefore want you to question your beliefs, given that my beliefs are already revised I say never! I'm antidisbelieving therefore I believe in all my beliefs. I invented antidisbelief, I did that as a simple way to stick to my beliefs and believe in them all. Reality is objective, I'm as close to real truth as you can get. What are people thinking when they get in trouble? It's bullshit! I don't think people should think it's OK to act so as to get in trouble, but the hippies did it. Hippiedom is an extremist ideology, and extremism gets you in a lot of trouble. Hippiedom in most cases is a poison, it poisons everything. They lied about peace, they make war, they're struggling against opposing forces, in other words hippiedom is war. You don't stop wars by fighting wars, stupid, you stop wars by being a peaceful person. Next time I see a hippie I'm going to go around saying they're evil because they're a hippie, and show off how good my techno-hippieism is. I don't know what they're thinking, but those ones who get clubbed and start trouble I will walk up to that hippie and say "you're evil!", hippies are evil and I know you hate some of my posts but it's the truth, I want to give you a rude awakening to reality, is that normal?