Is it normal to not know weather to laugh or cry?

Hi,
I have recently been really unhappy and i have been crying myself to sleep for months. i tried not to let it bother me but im terrified of being alone, im 20 yrs old and only had one boyfriend who used me for sex and made me feel awful.
I put on a fake smile and pretend im ok because i dont want my family to worry about me. In the last couple of weeks though i keep laughing but i dont know what at, and then i cry because nothing is funny. I know it sounds nuts but i change from laughing to crying in seconds and its normally for no reason. Am i going mad?!?

Is It Normal?
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  • Definetly go see a counseller , i know everything is not a mental disorder but im like that too. Good luck

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  • u r probably just depressed. theres nothing to worrie abbout, maybe go see a conciler, or a doctor, or someone u know. try keep yourself happy with funny movies or funny soaps. keep yourself ammused and try not to think about being sad. if u find urself thinking about what happend to you put it out of ur mind. there is no posible way of changing the past but if u let ur past bother u that bad, u will ruin ur future, u are only 20 so go out and have fun! who knows maybe u will meet someone else!

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  • you are depressed for sure. you had no way of knowing that your boyfriend would end up being a jerk. so don't blame yourself, no one else does. just put the whole thing behind you. you are only 20, so you've got tons of time to hitch up with someone. the first thing you need to work on is this depression you have. can you talk to your mom, or another adult woman who can give you some insite into these things. it happens to alot of women, so don't feel alone.

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