I feel the same way you do but I haven't always been like that. My family keeps telling me I used to be such a happy kid when I was little but I can't remember any of it. As far as I can remember I've always kept my distance towards other people because I could never bond with them. I forced myself (or maybe society did) to become friends with at least one person to be considered normal. I know what kind of emotion I should actually feel but I just can't find it in my heart. No matter how hard I try I just can't start to care. Sometimes I imagine beeing alone without any friends but that doesn't scare me, I'm not even sad. It's just nothing, the only thing I feel is emptyness. I guess I'm nothing more than a burden but there's nothing I can do about it.
Is it normal to not feel emotions?
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I feel the same way you do but I haven't always been like that. My family keeps telling me I used to be such a happy kid when I was little but I can't remember any of it. As far as I can remember I've always kept my distance towards other people because I could never bond with them. I forced myself (or maybe society did) to become friends with at least one person to be considered normal. I know what kind of emotion I should actually feel but I just can't find it in my heart. No matter how hard I try I just can't start to care. Sometimes I imagine beeing alone without any friends but that doesn't scare me, I'm not even sad. It's just nothing, the only thing I feel is emptyness. I guess I'm nothing more than a burden but there's nothing I can do about it.