Nah if you truly didnt want to be saved you wouldnt have posted that much :)
I think you should follow your heart and have some alone time. Maybe your mind just want to do some soul searching.
Drinking and smoking fogs your mind for clear thinking, So i think you should stop for now.
Ive been in that same boat before, just wanting to engulf in the darkness, being alone. Which i did But that feeling passes with time. I can assure you that.
As for hating yourself, (which i have also) your be gonna stuck with yourself for the REST of your life. So you might as well learn to love yourself.
Learn to forgive yourself, of past mistakes.
learn to love the things you cant change about yourself
Learn to change the things you CAN change, to love yourself.
Is it normal to not consider your friends... your friends?
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Nah if you truly didnt want to be saved you wouldnt have posted that much :)
I think you should follow your heart and have some alone time. Maybe your mind just want to do some soul searching.
Drinking and smoking fogs your mind for clear thinking, So i think you should stop for now.
Ive been in that same boat before, just wanting to engulf in the darkness, being alone. Which i did But that feeling passes with time. I can assure you that.
As for hating yourself, (which i have also) your be gonna stuck with yourself for the REST of your life. So you might as well learn to love yourself.
Learn to forgive yourself, of past mistakes.
learn to love the things you cant change about yourself
Learn to change the things you CAN change, to love yourself.