Is it normal to not care about others?cus i don't think it is.

"Intoxicate me with your blissful ignorance. Veil my eyes from the truth. Conceal your lies with false alibis. Caress me with your sweet flattery Lie to me and tell me everything will be okay."

I admit, sometimes even to this day, I find myself wanting to escape this world. But suicide is out of the question. I love myself too much to fall to my demons. They can eat it hard. But sometimes, still even now, I want to create a non existence button and press it to disappear forever.
'Wish I could fix the world with just a song.'

I can't help but to notice how unimportant my life is to passersby It's sad to me that people can pass by without so much as a hello. Aren't we all part of something bigger? Don't we come from the same beating pulse? From single celled organisms to this? Why are we so cut off from each other? We can feel each others hearts beating yet you care not whether I live or die.

Thus continues the "ME GENERATION" aka the fall of man.

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  • Caring is relative.

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    • i can agree

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  • For me, it's not possible for me to not care about others. And no matter how hard I try to not care, or to pretend like I don't care, I go ahead and care again, and most of the time it shows! Sometimes I try to play it like I don't care about the person if I find that the person doesn't care about me, but it shows that I still care, and sometimes, it shows even more then before.

    I can't even tell you how many times I've gotten upset because I felt like someone who I cared about didn't care about me. Funny thing is, in public, I'd pretend I didn't care. I would be all like, "Well, thats their loss then! And I couldn't care less. So they can just go suck ****! Idiots!" and then I'd go home thinking about it the whole night. I'd think, "Why don't they care? I just don't understand. What did I do wrong?".

    I feel the same way as you. I wanna escape sometimes completely, but suicide is a big thing. And I don't wanna commit suicide. Even though I enter really dark places in my mind sometimes, it's really no excuse to hurt myself. I really don't wanna kill myself. That would just be really stupid. And you do have a point. I mean, we are really all connected. So why the hell can't we all just get along? Why do we act so distant? Why don't we give a little more then we would really like to give?

    And as much as I care about other people, I'll admit it that somedays I'm just so mad with my own life, that I don't feel like talking with anybody. Maybe sometimes people are just too wrapped up in themselves to stop and look at the people around them.

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    • to tell u the truth. the reason why we r so distant is because we have been conditioned as a people in a controlling system.

      In order to control a multitude of people u must get them scared. They must fear the unknown and then u must get the people to trust U. That way, they run to u with all their problems to the point where they can not even think for themselves. You take control of the media but give the impression of freedom of speech. Let the people think they can say what they want, but chastise them when they DARE to color outside the lines. Use them to set an example so that others will fear doing the same. Do whatever it takes, even poison them with biological and drug warfare, or just take the lives of those who try to lead the people away from your ruling. distract ppl with shiny objects and false promises of becoming rich and famous like the "stars" on tv.

      My point is, that if People were to be connected, then there would be no need for government because people wouldn't need to be told what to do and when to have it done by.
      There was such a time. But i guess with sooooo many people living like livestock in communities. Inching our ways towards the slaughter house.

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  • stop reading twilight

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    • First i MUST ask What is twilight? second, Could it possibly be that some people actually have emotions outside of the usual Apathy and Angst range that people seem to put on all the time? I mean, It would be nice to actually FEEL safe around people u don't know for a change without having to be on guard. But Not many people can wrap their minds around that concept because it's not Jersey Shore, it's not South Park or American Dad. Being sensitive in a desensitized world is like being an artist in a world of Capitalists.

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