I was addicted. The first time I quit (I've "quit" many times), I couldn't eat for three days and was nauseous, anxious, and shaky. Some people are more prone to addictions than others, like caffeine. If I have coffee two days in a row, and none on the third, I'll get a horrible headache.
I quit regularly smoking a couple years ago but I still fiend for it. You probably always will. I love smoking pot, I love everything about it, but I can't be high for the rest of my life. I know if I buy a bag I won't smoke in moderation so I just don't buy it. I want it, but I know I can't have it. You just have to find the will. You know it's ruining your life, and the first few months will be hell, but once you start feeling like yourself again it will be much easier. I've started to get my old sharp wit and sense of humor back, but I've still got the social anxieties that were only worsened by pot. Anyways, best of luck to you, and the only thing you can do is be strong.
Yeah, I understand what you mean. I feel the same way about being sober but I am more of a "square" so I'm called and I have never tried living in that frame of mind before. Like I have stated before, my parents are addicts so I tend to focus on the good in life and not toward escapes like drugs or other crap of that sort.
If you can control it and have a good life, by all means but I like life, even the screwed up times and I wouldn't trade it for anything. I just feel like if I got high, I would be losing what matters most to me about myself, a sense of who I am.
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I was addicted. The first time I quit (I've "quit" many times), I couldn't eat for three days and was nauseous, anxious, and shaky. Some people are more prone to addictions than others, like caffeine. If I have coffee two days in a row, and none on the third, I'll get a horrible headache.
I quit regularly smoking a couple years ago but I still fiend for it. You probably always will. I love smoking pot, I love everything about it, but I can't be high for the rest of my life. I know if I buy a bag I won't smoke in moderation so I just don't buy it. I want it, but I know I can't have it. You just have to find the will. You know it's ruining your life, and the first few months will be hell, but once you start feeling like yourself again it will be much easier. I've started to get my old sharp wit and sense of humor back, but I've still got the social anxieties that were only worsened by pot. Anyways, best of luck to you, and the only thing you can do is be strong.
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Yeah, I understand what you mean. I feel the same way about being sober but I am more of a "square" so I'm called and I have never tried living in that frame of mind before. Like I have stated before, my parents are addicts so I tend to focus on the good in life and not toward escapes like drugs or other crap of that sort.
If you can control it and have a good life, by all means but I like life, even the screwed up times and I wouldn't trade it for anything. I just feel like if I got high, I would be losing what matters most to me about myself, a sense of who I am.