Is it normal to mock em then want them?
I spent most of my life mocking gay guys and having pretty attractive girl friends. Now I am 27 and I hate to admit it but have lusted over highs school males that are fit and have hardly any body hair. Im nothing like I was in school in fact I'vehad sex with a 19 year old and once gave and received head from a HS senior. Both I saw prior shirtless and they shaved there bodies and I couldnt stop wanting them. Whats happening to me?