I know that it's normal to have an ego but I immediately attack myself in my head if I think something about me is good since I really don't want to be like a person that has treated me horribly. I'm working on it though.
I'm scared of being stuck there because of past trauma in a previous school and places my parents have shipped me off to that were very abusive to the kids there. I can't get over the fear and I can't speak about it in real life.
Another reason why is because I have an extreme fear of having attention drawn to myself, I don't know why, and feel awful when people need to help me because of my handicap.
I get sick and have a lot of pain from this and that goes back to my other school were if I was in pain, I would get punished for it. Since that was before I got diagnosed so they assumed it was a behavior problem.
I should have explained it better but I don't want to make people read a really long post.
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I know that it's normal to have an ego but I immediately attack myself in my head if I think something about me is good since I really don't want to be like a person that has treated me horribly. I'm working on it though.
I'm scared of being stuck there because of past trauma in a previous school and places my parents have shipped me off to that were very abusive to the kids there. I can't get over the fear and I can't speak about it in real life.
Another reason why is because I have an extreme fear of having attention drawn to myself, I don't know why, and feel awful when people need to help me because of my handicap.
I get sick and have a lot of pain from this and that goes back to my other school were if I was in pain, I would get punished for it. Since that was before I got diagnosed so they assumed it was a behavior problem.
I should have explained it better but I don't want to make people read a really long post.