We all have egos and that's healthy- and being sensitive doesn't make you a bad person ar all. I wonder why you fear being stuck there? Is it far from home? Do uou mean getting stuck if something ent wrong and you weren't well? Schools are happy to look after you if not well...clinics and sick bays. Kids go there all the time. And people actually like to help- it gives them a sense of achievement and caring. Its ok for them to care about you.
I know that it's normal to have an ego but I immediately attack myself in my head if I think something about me is good since I really don't want to be like a person that has treated me horribly. I'm working on it though.
I'm scared of being stuck there because of past trauma in a previous school and places my parents have shipped me off to that were very abusive to the kids there. I can't get over the fear and I can't speak about it in real life.
Another reason why is because I have an extreme fear of having attention drawn to myself, I don't know why, and feel awful when people need to help me because of my handicap.
I get sick and have a lot of pain from this and that goes back to my other school were if I was in pain, I would get punished for it. Since that was before I got diagnosed so they assumed it was a behavior problem.
I should have explained it better but I don't want to make people read a really long post.
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We all have egos and that's healthy- and being sensitive doesn't make you a bad person ar all. I wonder why you fear being stuck there? Is it far from home? Do uou mean getting stuck if something ent wrong and you weren't well? Schools are happy to look after you if not well...clinics and sick bays. Kids go there all the time. And people actually like to help- it gives them a sense of achievement and caring. Its ok for them to care about you.
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I know that it's normal to have an ego but I immediately attack myself in my head if I think something about me is good since I really don't want to be like a person that has treated me horribly. I'm working on it though.
I'm scared of being stuck there because of past trauma in a previous school and places my parents have shipped me off to that were very abusive to the kids there. I can't get over the fear and I can't speak about it in real life.
Another reason why is because I have an extreme fear of having attention drawn to myself, I don't know why, and feel awful when people need to help me because of my handicap.
I get sick and have a lot of pain from this and that goes back to my other school were if I was in pain, I would get punished for it. Since that was before I got diagnosed so they assumed it was a behavior problem.
I should have explained it better but I don't want to make people read a really long post.