Is it normal to masturbate when i think of my best friend?
I'm a lesbian and I really like my best friend and I want to have sex with her sooo bad. She knows that I like her, but I would never tell her that I want to f*ck her because I'm pretty sure she's straight and I don't want to force myself on her. Every night before I go to bed I masturbate while thinking about her and I even went as far as to dress my pillow in her clothes so It'd seem more realistic when I make-out with it. When we get changed near eachother in the the lockeroom I always break a sweat and get hives on my neck because I get so nervous and horny when I'm around her. I feel like it's a little wrong for me to think about her like this because after all, she's my best friend and I kinda feel like a perve or something for "doing things" when I think about her. She's really pretty and I care about her a lot, is this normal or am I acting like a creep :/