Is it normal to masturbate when i think of my best friend?

I'm a lesbian and I really like my best friend and I want to have sex with her sooo bad. She knows that I like her, but I would never tell her that I want to f*ck her because I'm pretty sure she's straight and I don't want to force myself on her. Every night before I go to bed I masturbate while thinking about her and I even went as far as to dress my pillow in her clothes so It'd seem more realistic when I make-out with it. When we get changed near eachother in the the lockeroom I always break a sweat and get hives on my neck because I get so nervous and horny when I'm around her. I feel like it's a little wrong for me to think about her like this because after all, she's my best friend and I kinda feel like a perve or something for "doing things" when I think about her. She's really pretty and I care about her a lot, is this normal or am I acting like a creep :/

Is It Normal?
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  • Just tell her how you feel you don't have to come at her wrong you should tell her I have a crush on you and I have sexually thoughts I know your bestfriend and your straight but what's a bestfriend if I can't tell you my problems what should I do

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  • lesbian relationships are just silly.

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  • Though it's normal to masturbate to someone you are attracted to, you should get over with it and look out for other person. It's unhealthy to keep feeding feelings that cannot be retributed.

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