I cry after masturbating sometimes because I feel lonely. When I was 17 I lost my virginity to a guy I barley knew (I knew him for two hours, don't even know his last name) because i wanted to feel loved and special. I promised myself i would never do that again. But even now, guys just seem to want me for sex, but now i have the confidence to say no. I respect myself, But I cry and feel lonely and sad because I feel like there will never be a guy that wants to have sex with me because he loves me with all his heart, and that it will just me pathetic old me touching myself forever.
Is it normal to masturbate and cry?
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I cry after masturbating sometimes because I feel lonely. When I was 17 I lost my virginity to a guy I barley knew (I knew him for two hours, don't even know his last name) because i wanted to feel loved and special. I promised myself i would never do that again. But even now, guys just seem to want me for sex, but now i have the confidence to say no. I respect myself, But I cry and feel lonely and sad because I feel like there will never be a guy that wants to have sex with me because he loves me with all his heart, and that it will just me pathetic old me touching myself forever.