IIN to love your adult children even though they hate you?

Thank you all for your comments. Just writing this down helped me to step back and look at everything from a new perspective. I feel good being the best father any dad could be, I raised them for as long as I could and tried to be in their life for as long as they would accept me. I payed the all important child support and even went to jail when I was not able to work and got behind. Whats done is done, I'm moving on with my life and burying them in the past.