Hi there.. I do this ALOT..... I don't just mean.. Once or twice a day for several hours I mean have mine with me 24/7 and like a smoker needs nicotine I have my own "breaks" I call mine my "tutchy" like cwtch the Welsh saying I've had just one tutchy over the past 29 years and despite my mothers best efforts to weane me off this habit I just couldn't live without it.. I still can't it's my only relaxation my meditation almost. I would literally become a nervous wreck without lying. It has gotten me through some of the worst times in my life and been there to share the love and happiness that's surrounded me throughout.. I also do the baby like tongue sucking and the two actions just go together perfectly. I guess I just never grew out of it as a baby. I still have my "original" it was a little Barbie doll dress that had satin trims but sadly two years ago it was that small it no longer had the same effect.. So I set out in finding a replacement and immediately remembered how I used to substitute my original on camping trips I would find comfort from a sleeping bag.! I've been tearing large strips off of the same sleeping bag for 2 years... It holds up perfectly. I have peices everywhere just incase. Delivered two baby's with it there by my side, cried into it throuout my struggle with depression.... The list is endless on the positives it's had in my life!! I don't know why I've become so dependent on this fabric for so long but all I know is that it's harmless... It doesn't hurt me or anyone around me.. Doesn't cost me anything and most of all this addiction to the cool soft fabric between my fingers doesn't progress it stays the same. Only one condition (it has to be cold, warm doesn't work) I'm content with it. As I've got older the less I care about what people think.. My children give it to me if I'm upset or stressed and it hasn't rubbed off on to them. I'm just different.... Unique. If you ask me I find it strange how people can even fall asleep without such a thing... Enjoy your little slice of comfort in this world and don't ever hide or feel embarrassed it is perfectly normalish
IIN to love to rub fabrics between my fingers?
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Hi there.. I do this ALOT..... I don't just mean.. Once or twice a day for several hours I mean have mine with me 24/7 and like a smoker needs nicotine I have my own "breaks" I call mine my "tutchy" like cwtch the Welsh saying I've had just one tutchy over the past 29 years and despite my mothers best efforts to weane me off this habit I just couldn't live without it.. I still can't it's my only relaxation my meditation almost. I would literally become a nervous wreck without lying. It has gotten me through some of the worst times in my life and been there to share the love and happiness that's surrounded me throughout.. I also do the baby like tongue sucking and the two actions just go together perfectly. I guess I just never grew out of it as a baby. I still have my "original" it was a little Barbie doll dress that had satin trims but sadly two years ago it was that small it no longer had the same effect.. So I set out in finding a replacement and immediately remembered how I used to substitute my original on camping trips I would find comfort from a sleeping bag.! I've been tearing large strips off of the same sleeping bag for 2 years... It holds up perfectly. I have peices everywhere just incase. Delivered two baby's with it there by my side, cried into it throuout my struggle with depression.... The list is endless on the positives it's had in my life!! I don't know why I've become so dependent on this fabric for so long but all I know is that it's harmless... It doesn't hurt me or anyone around me.. Doesn't cost me anything and most of all this addiction to the cool soft fabric between my fingers doesn't progress it stays the same. Only one condition (it has to be cold, warm doesn't work) I'm content with it. As I've got older the less I care about what people think.. My children give it to me if I'm upset or stressed and it hasn't rubbed off on to them. I'm just different.... Unique. If you ask me I find it strange how people can even fall asleep without such a thing... Enjoy your little slice of comfort in this world and don't ever hide or feel embarrassed it is perfectly normalish