Is it normal to love someone not real?

This is how it all started...
I had sketched out something I had merely seen on a bus seat, which actually turned out looking alot like an emo boy. So later I looked back at the sketch and gave him more details. Now he had very... Odd features. Nothing sexual or anything, but he had a weird appearance. If he wanted to, he sprouted wings and a devil tail. Even horns and his teeth became jagged when angered. But I liked this about him.
Soon I came up with his story and everything. His life, family, even his attitude. I even gave him a name. Spawn.
But his life was mere blood stains and abandonment. He had no parents and no friends. No home or anything to do with his life. So I had dreamed I had taken him in and soon began to fall in love with him. But he didn't love me back. As I said before, he had his own feelings. So then I began visiting him in my dreams. But one night I had dreamed he had tried to murder me. I hadn't done anything but stand there, but he didn't hurt me.
Then things got really awkward after that dream. I still love him, but I know it's not real. I can't help but feel sympathy for him and at times I feel like he's actually here, and following me. Is this normal?
(Gawd, I think I wrote a story.)

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57% Normal
Based on 51 votes (29 yes)
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Comments ( 11 )
  • All it means is you have an amazing imagination! Maybe write books? Or draw Manga?? I bet you'd even have your own Anime show!

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  • Ghost121

    Well yea I guess it's normal to love someone who is not real ^_^ Hell I got a crush on Rainbow Dash :3

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    • Oak

      Yeaaah ponies!!
      Lol I'm a girl though so I don't really have crushes on them... my favorite is Applejack though!! She is so nice!!

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      • Ghost121

        Haha Applejack is awesome! XD

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        • Oak

          OMG did you see the new episode!???
          BIG MCINTOSH!!! <3

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          • Ghost121

            I know right!!
            Haha, What a guy! XD
            Hey btw if you want to, i'd love to add you on skype or something, you seem like an epic person to talk to. ^_^ only if you want to though. :P

            PS: My apologies goes out to OP for having a full blown conversation in their comment section. XP

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            • No, it's OK, don't really mind. No harm in it.

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  • alv1592

    Wow, I'm amazed at your imagination. That's pretty detailed. The heart loves what it loves, those feelings can't be controlled. It's fine, as long as you don't consider someone a potential mate if they don't exist.

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  • kyanviado

    What about having sex with him. Next logical step

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    • I don't either of us would enjoy that. But thanks anyways. :]

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  • 41ph4m413

    You people are pathetic and fucked up. You cant have real feelings for something that DOESNT EXIST

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