Is it normal to look in the mirror and think you are a demon?

Hello, i signed up especially because i found this while i was searching for answers because tonight i stared at the mirror and it was like never before! I've diagnosed myself because i have trust issues and didnt attend to go to a psychiatrist but anyways i found myself having "clinically" many mental disorders such as ocd bypolar maniac depressive asperger's psychopath and at rare times schizophrenic episodes caused by dreams, all these made no sense cause i can be anything and anyone i want or sometimes i dont want and all the time i find myself knowing stuff i never knew i know, so i suspected i have multiple personalities, which still make no sense, ill get to my point soon, nothing of these maked any sense at all because as a kid had many social life issues so i seeked for answers and help which nobody gave me, drugs came on my way, researched and experimented with drugs such as ecstasy, weed, lsd, speed, cocaine, but the true life nightmare was with nbome, after that first and last time doing it which i almost died (maybe i did die) that night everything changed, since then myself changed, seeing things nobody can see on things, people, sittuations, and especially myself, i dont know if its in my mind but i can get answers about anything i ask or seek, words and sentences come in my mind from like nowhere, they just appear, sometimes i can even talk to myself with thoughts, when i stare at the mirror i talk to myself by seeing to my eyes which appear extraterrestial, everything happens through thoughts, smiles, odd eye sights and face positions, my face on mirror changes like looking at a different person which i know it's not me! Tonight was the scariest part which never happened before, my face adapted to a position and i freezed there staring at my eyes cores which were enlarged and dark as hell, i was keeping my eyes open for a while without blinking at all, i felt a strange chill of power and energy covering me and making me feel like anything before! I never before was both so strange, powerful and afraid of myself! I do stare at the mirror many times like finding the other "me" and asking him questions and getting answers just using thoughts. I can say i can read thoughts which i have proven many times to people what they think and i always found their thoughts letter by letter which amazed them! I am not religious but i am spiritual and have experienced/practice many moments based on christianity, islamism, yehowa, illuminati, even satanism, but i have stick to listening to mantra chanting, i am everyday spiritually awakening and extending my limits of senses, today was really odd and scary of myself, but now i know i am not the only one experiencing this so i dont feel afraid anymore, right now i am more like acceptable and reliefed! Last thing i have to say to you people is to not be afraid, you are being spiritually awakened and the true answers are inside yourself! If staring at the mirror and being scared of yourself, then getting an out of body experience while on psychedelic drugs and traveling the universe and coming back to your body i wonder how it would make you feel! (damn drugs..!)