Hmm well when I look in the mirror I always look at my eyes. Some days they look normal and I have a feeling of calmness. Then there are times when they get a shade darker and they don't look like my eyes. I feel almost evil. It may not happen right away but it always come to that feeling. Like I'll be in the mirror and I would feel like I am not alone. Its really creepy and I avoid eye contact with myself. Yet I still go back. People say the eyes are a window to your soul. So if I get this feeling is it because my soul is dark? Evil perhaps? I don't know. Was it a demon inside me? Maybe. I usually think dark thoughts when this happens. Like a internal battle. One part of me wants to look away one wants to keep looking. One wants to make that evil feeling go away the other park wants to bask I'm them. One part wants me to push the thoughts away and the other wants me to think more. I do know this is not very normal. I am usually a sweet girl. Outgoing, smart but ever since then I've became someone else.
Is it normal to look in the mirror and think you are a demon?
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Hmm well when I look in the mirror I always look at my eyes. Some days they look normal and I have a feeling of calmness. Then there are times when they get a shade darker and they don't look like my eyes. I feel almost evil. It may not happen right away but it always come to that feeling. Like I'll be in the mirror and I would feel like I am not alone. Its really creepy and I avoid eye contact with myself. Yet I still go back. People say the eyes are a window to your soul. So if I get this feeling is it because my soul is dark? Evil perhaps? I don't know. Was it a demon inside me? Maybe. I usually think dark thoughts when this happens. Like a internal battle. One part of me wants to look away one wants to keep looking. One wants to make that evil feeling go away the other park wants to bask I'm them. One part wants me to push the thoughts away and the other wants me to think more. I do know this is not very normal. I am usually a sweet girl. Outgoing, smart but ever since then I've became someone else.