I signed up specifically to comment on this. I'm on my cell doing this so pardon little quarks in my articulation. I don't proofread.
regarding the eyes and the almost demonic feel alluded to... here's my account.
I am now 45 but when I was in my latter 20's..
I was living alone in my humble apartment with a very small bathroom. one night I think I had just finished washing my face, probably readying for bed, when I wanted to make a visual on my face, perhaps to assess the state of the blemishes that had accrued on my face. I didn't wipe off the water from my face and merely looked up over the lavatory directly into the mirror. the distance from my face to the mirror was about 3 to 4 inches... a closeup look. I don't know why I did that but my eyes eventually and finally focused and fixated on my eyes and specifically dead on the pupils. I recall the pupil and its periphery had some interesting features (not important here) and made me gaze long and hard into the pupil centers. after about 30 seconds or a little longer perhaps, something weird happened. the centers of both pupils developed a pinpoint sized red dot. The dot grew diametrically and as if dilated.. the mini pinpoint grew to a little more than the circular size of a fully dilated pupil (one that an eye doctor does to examine the inside of the eye.. approximately diametrically 1/4").
the color was bright red as opposed to dark red. the red round was somewhat translucent but compltely overlayed the blackish pupil underneath. at the realization that the pupil, one of redness was growing dynamically right before my eyes.. I went from being startled to having intense fear. the diameter grew by the second and I think it took about 30 second to maybe a minute of growth before I freaked out and turned my head away in horror. . it was bad. I was worried about the apparent redness in my eyes.. clinically.. and returned my glance of the face specifically to examine the eyes. the redness translated with my eyes precisely as if the red eyes were my own. that did it. I freaked out and went to the other room and put a cover over my whole body. to reiterate the red traveled with the roll of my eyes and movement of the face.. now the main point however is that during the whole growth of redness period I felt somthing of a demonic presence. I felt I was devilish and perhaps evil. I feel I am somewhat harboring evil possibly to this day. btw.. I stopped looking at my eyes since. very careful not to look directly at it or especially prolonged enough to allow for the growth phenomenon to possibly reoccur. when the redness grew to the biggest size before I chickened out. .. I was sure I was an evil sprit or possessed thereof. this is truly frightening to even recollect. I don't know when I rechecked my eyes after that. . hoping for normalcy to have returned. it did that night or the morning after but this was a real and frightful event that I shall never forget. I have advised my since then to not look into the mirror to intently. . esp. the eyes.
I hypothesize that I might have had a temporal demon possession. but I don't think I am anymore. I want to test out the experience again sometime in a safe and controlled condition. . among other people. but I am apt to think the demonic effect would probably not manifest in such secured or witnessed surrounding. it's truly wicked for sure though and without proper spiritual backup of a Godly minister.. it's something not to replicate. my recent surge of Christian faith must grow significantly more before I am able to not be phased by demonic presence.. because we are able to guard against them with the power of Jesus.. but not sure and not ready to test that out just yet.. with eyes or darkk places or anything of the such.
let me know if any of this detail is experienced by anyone.. would like to discuss it. God bless you.
This is from my understanding of Scripture from the bible, completely Spiritual. But you will absolutely be told something different if you went to any Medical Doctor. If you are a Christian like me, you will need to do a complete 3 day fast of only consuming water while reading the proper Psalms and scripture from the bible. The money you would have spent on food should be donated each day to those who do not have food like the homeless. The food you would have eaten needs to be donated as well in those days. All types of sin need to be avoided during this fast. And in this time Jesus will show you what you need to see in your dreams throughout this fast. Your dreams are giving you Spiritual insight, you must pay attention to them each night and write them down as soon as you wake up.
Only during this fast will you receive the power from Jesus to free yourself from this Demonic entity that has attached to you. May God Bless you and reach out to me with any questions.
Is it normal to look in the mirror and think you are a demon?
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I signed up specifically to comment on this. I'm on my cell doing this so pardon little quarks in my articulation. I don't proofread.
regarding the eyes and the almost demonic feel alluded to... here's my account.
I am now 45 but when I was in my latter 20's..
I was living alone in my humble apartment with a very small bathroom. one night I think I had just finished washing my face, probably readying for bed, when I wanted to make a visual on my face, perhaps to assess the state of the blemishes that had accrued on my face. I didn't wipe off the water from my face and merely looked up over the lavatory directly into the mirror. the distance from my face to the mirror was about 3 to 4 inches... a closeup look. I don't know why I did that but my eyes eventually and finally focused and fixated on my eyes and specifically dead on the pupils. I recall the pupil and its periphery had some interesting features (not important here) and made me gaze long and hard into the pupil centers. after about 30 seconds or a little longer perhaps, something weird happened. the centers of both pupils developed a pinpoint sized red dot. The dot grew diametrically and as if dilated.. the mini pinpoint grew to a little more than the circular size of a fully dilated pupil (one that an eye doctor does to examine the inside of the eye.. approximately diametrically 1/4").
the color was bright red as opposed to dark red. the red round was somewhat translucent but compltely overlayed the blackish pupil underneath. at the realization that the pupil, one of redness was growing dynamically right before my eyes.. I went from being startled to having intense fear. the diameter grew by the second and I think it took about 30 second to maybe a minute of growth before I freaked out and turned my head away in horror. . it was bad. I was worried about the apparent redness in my eyes.. clinically.. and returned my glance of the face specifically to examine the eyes. the redness translated with my eyes precisely as if the red eyes were my own. that did it. I freaked out and went to the other room and put a cover over my whole body. to reiterate the red traveled with the roll of my eyes and movement of the face.. now the main point however is that during the whole growth of redness period I felt somthing of a demonic presence. I felt I was devilish and perhaps evil. I feel I am somewhat harboring evil possibly to this day. btw.. I stopped looking at my eyes since. very careful not to look directly at it or especially prolonged enough to allow for the growth phenomenon to possibly reoccur. when the redness grew to the biggest size before I chickened out. .. I was sure I was an evil sprit or possessed thereof. this is truly frightening to even recollect. I don't know when I rechecked my eyes after that. . hoping for normalcy to have returned. it did that night or the morning after but this was a real and frightful event that I shall never forget. I have advised my since then to not look into the mirror to intently. . esp. the eyes.
I hypothesize that I might have had a temporal demon possession. but I don't think I am anymore. I want to test out the experience again sometime in a safe and controlled condition. . among other people. but I am apt to think the demonic effect would probably not manifest in such secured or witnessed surrounding. it's truly wicked for sure though and without proper spiritual backup of a Godly minister.. it's something not to replicate. my recent surge of Christian faith must grow significantly more before I am able to not be phased by demonic presence.. because we are able to guard against them with the power of Jesus.. but not sure and not ready to test that out just yet.. with eyes or darkk places or anything of the such.
let me know if any of this detail is experienced by anyone.. would like to discuss it. God bless you.
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This is from my understanding of Scripture from the bible, completely Spiritual. But you will absolutely be told something different if you went to any Medical Doctor. If you are a Christian like me, you will need to do a complete 3 day fast of only consuming water while reading the proper Psalms and scripture from the bible. The money you would have spent on food should be donated each day to those who do not have food like the homeless. The food you would have eaten needs to be donated as well in those days. All types of sin need to be avoided during this fast. And in this time Jesus will show you what you need to see in your dreams throughout this fast. Your dreams are giving you Spiritual insight, you must pay attention to them each night and write them down as soon as you wake up.
Only during this fast will you receive the power from Jesus to free yourself from this Demonic entity that has attached to you. May God Bless you and reach out to me with any questions.
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Which psalms?
And how did you come across this method your describing?
If you don’t mind me asking!