get treatment. therapy maybe?
but seriously what you write here sounds like depression.
don't listen to people who say "cheer up!" etc. try to face and understand your problems so that you have a chance of fixing them, so that they don't come back at you over and over. therapy will help you with that.
(own experience: I had depression for over 13 years then started going to therapy for about 3 years. last year was the first depressionless year in my memory. and now I've more or less stopped going to therapy and things are a lot better, not ideal but alot better.)
Is it normal to live your entire life for everyone else?
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get treatment. therapy maybe?
but seriously what you write here sounds like depression.
don't listen to people who say "cheer up!" etc. try to face and understand your problems so that you have a chance of fixing them, so that they don't come back at you over and over. therapy will help you with that.
(own experience: I had depression for over 13 years then started going to therapy for about 3 years. last year was the first depressionless year in my memory. and now I've more or less stopped going to therapy and things are a lot better, not ideal but alot better.)