This reminds me so much of the film 'American Beauty', and it sounds like you are the character called Lester Burnham. Have you seen it?
(Lester Burnham: "This hasn't been a marriage for years, but you were happy as long as I kept my mouth shut. Well guess what, I've changed! And the new me whacks off when he feels horny, because you're obviously not gonna help me out in that department!")
Don't worry - I've been in much the same place as you too, I split up with a long term partner (which for the last year of it was a sexless, loveless relationship) and instead went and had an amazing fling with an amazing 23 year old.
Instead of indulging in LSD which might do you some damage, maybe it's time to change the direction of your life one way or the other. Find something to be interested in.
IIN to live a boring, clockwork life?
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This reminds me so much of the film 'American Beauty', and it sounds like you are the character called Lester Burnham. Have you seen it?
(Lester Burnham: "This hasn't been a marriage for years, but you were happy as long as I kept my mouth shut. Well guess what, I've changed! And the new me whacks off when he feels horny, because you're obviously not gonna help me out in that department!")
Don't worry - I've been in much the same place as you too, I split up with a long term partner (which for the last year of it was a sexless, loveless relationship) and instead went and had an amazing fling with an amazing 23 year old.
Instead of indulging in LSD which might do you some damage, maybe it's time to change the direction of your life one way or the other. Find something to be interested in.