Is it normal to like to cause suffering?

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Ok, to start off. Iv'e been depressed for 6 years. With horrid anxiety attacks. Sometimes when i have panic attacks i like to scratch off my skin because during these attacks my skin gets really itchy. And when people freak out theres a part of me that loves it. Or i find myself being horrible to family and friends. I feel so bad about it. But deep down im glad people are suffering. Is there something going on here? Whats wronge with me?

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Based on 64 votes (15 yes)
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  • [Old Memory]
    12 years ago

    that sounds bad for you you sound like yr in a lot of pain. you better seek professional help

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  • [Old Memory]
    12 years ago

    Just ignore the people on here who insult you..

    Anyway, what you're talking about is sadism. I'm dealing with it as well and I think it stems from my depression. Like, "If I'm not happy, then no one will be," thats what I find myself thinking.

    You should seek help for this, and share your advice with me as well. I feel like something terrible is happening inside me...

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  • gunsnrosesgirl98
    12 years ago

    U need a hug dude.

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  • chewy
    12 years ago

    deal with your fucking problems then seek help i dont care if i get a thumbs down for saying the truth sadism of any kind is fucked up good day to you now.

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  • ShellyKare123
    12 years ago

    People can be so misunderstood. I understand where you're coming from. When I cut, there's a part of me that fucking loves when people calle crazy, or tell me I need "professional help." You know what, everyone us different. Everyone finds different things that they find enjoyment in. In all honesty, I have a similar interest. I love the feeling of making someone feel like shut for something I did or said. You're not crazy. You're different. <3

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  • squeallikeasacofpigs
    12 years ago

    Dudeeee. WTF!?

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  • emilydoll
    12 years ago

    Ew

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  • thinkingaboutit
    12 years ago

    Yeah, your pretty ****ed up.

    You sound like a waste of life.

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