Is it normal to lick my pain pills and put them back and not take them

.... uuhh... lol yeah.. it's completely normal cuz when i take pain killers, i'm afraid i wont swallow it properly and choke on it. To tell to people especially in public is concidered creepy, even though everyone knows that they've thought, tried or done something that's not-normal and that you dont do in front of poeple. Lick your pill, grab a cup of water and swallow it. if you choke get more water and you're fine :P if it's a non-prescription drug, man you're gonna die