This really is something I can relate to, at age 13 I realize Im a crossdresser, back in early 70's you just didnt talk about that. They would have put me in state hosital (One flew over the cuckoos nest), I spent 7 years in the Navy, my last year on light duty (medical) my boss that was a corpsman- pretty much a glorified first aid tech, at that point I respected him andthe uniforms, etc. He trick fucked his way into sexually abusing me. I felt like shit for years because I "allowed" it to happen. I didnt get up and kick his ass for fear of the old article 134 of the U.C.M.J. - Uniformed Code of Military Justice, the catch all article, if nothing else then they charge you with something under article 134. Numerous thoughts of suicide, and years later still deal with depression because I let some jackwad do what he wanted, now on top of that, again remember years of fighting for self acceptAnce since I had hard time accepting myself being a crossdresser. Then those "friends" and family that somehow found out and started treating me like the unwanted redheaded stepchild, that wears on a persons self worth, their dignity, their entire process to feel good about themself. If you do nothing, it will someday explode. I tried talking to my dad a few yrs ago about depression, his comment "well, you just cant let that happen to yourself" of all his advice, that one sucked shit.
Is it normal to know u have depression and do nothing?
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This really is something I can relate to, at age 13 I realize Im a crossdresser, back in early 70's you just didnt talk about that. They would have put me in state hosital (One flew over the cuckoos nest), I spent 7 years in the Navy, my last year on light duty (medical) my boss that was a corpsman- pretty much a glorified first aid tech, at that point I respected him andthe uniforms, etc. He trick fucked his way into sexually abusing me. I felt like shit for years because I "allowed" it to happen. I didnt get up and kick his ass for fear of the old article 134 of the U.C.M.J. - Uniformed Code of Military Justice, the catch all article, if nothing else then they charge you with something under article 134. Numerous thoughts of suicide, and years later still deal with depression because I let some jackwad do what he wanted, now on top of that, again remember years of fighting for self acceptAnce since I had hard time accepting myself being a crossdresser. Then those "friends" and family that somehow found out and started treating me like the unwanted redheaded stepchild, that wears on a persons self worth, their dignity, their entire process to feel good about themself. If you do nothing, it will someday explode. I tried talking to my dad a few yrs ago about depression, his comment "well, you just cant let that happen to yourself" of all his advice, that one sucked shit.