I have my adoptive father but he scares me so I try not to talk to him. He doesn't really seem to have feelings anyway so it's hard to read him, so I'd rather not talk to him. I have my best friend but she's even younger than me and not anywhere near as screwed up inside and I don't want to risk losing her. I've called hotlines before but they have either just demanded to talk to my parents or have called the police, which results in my parents getting extremely angry with me. So I can't do that anymore either. I've had friends online but my parents are super religious and believe talking to people who are not in the same religion is spiritually dangerous, which I get but they go a little extreme with it. So I really don't know. I'm going to keep nagging my mom and she'll probably eventually get me a therapist I'm hoping. I've had therapists before but they cost a lot of money and many of them just push me to see other therapists because they don't know how to help. So I don't know. Are you a girl or boy?
I'm a female. Check out the link below and really give it a shot. I'm not saying it's going to work overnight or anything, but it's a great thing to practice especially if you have no support financially, or with friends and family. There's alot of classes you can try for free on like YouTube. Meditation is alot more powerful than alot of people give credit to. Do your research and learn the techniques and see which ones work best for you.
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Its not about being mad, the whole situation is sad. Not being an ass, you really need help. Do you have any support besides your adoptive mother?
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I have my adoptive father but he scares me so I try not to talk to him. He doesn't really seem to have feelings anyway so it's hard to read him, so I'd rather not talk to him. I have my best friend but she's even younger than me and not anywhere near as screwed up inside and I don't want to risk losing her. I've called hotlines before but they have either just demanded to talk to my parents or have called the police, which results in my parents getting extremely angry with me. So I can't do that anymore either. I've had friends online but my parents are super religious and believe talking to people who are not in the same religion is spiritually dangerous, which I get but they go a little extreme with it. So I really don't know. I'm going to keep nagging my mom and she'll probably eventually get me a therapist I'm hoping. I've had therapists before but they cost a lot of money and many of them just push me to see other therapists because they don't know how to help. So I don't know. Are you a girl or boy?
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I'm a female. Check out the link below and really give it a shot. I'm not saying it's going to work overnight or anything, but it's a great thing to practice especially if you have no support financially, or with friends and family. There's alot of classes you can try for free on like YouTube. Meditation is alot more powerful than alot of people give credit to. Do your research and learn the techniques and see which ones work best for you.
https://kripalu.org/resources/healing-power-yoga
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Ok