Is it normal to just say fuck it?
I'm tired. 18 in a couple of weeks - the pinnacle of youth. Yet I'm exhausted of being treated like I child - I shoulder these results due to my preservation for 'peace'-like nature. I'm tired of the lies. I'm tired of the pretentious behaviour. I'm done.
I understand that I am to blame, but if I am to change, I do not want to gradually change.
I want it now.