Is it normal to imagine yourself being brutally murdered?
Even as a child I always imagined being murdered and even tortured in brutal ways or I imagined that some kind of horrible accident happend and I died in it. I'm not scared of it but I rather enjoy imagining such things and as a child I kind of wanted something like that to happend to me. I don't know how I think about it now. I just think it's a nice fantasy of mine and I still like it but I don't think I'd enjoy it, if that happened to me in real life