Is it normal to imagine yourself being brutally murdered?

Even as a child I always imagined being murdered and even tortured in brutal ways or I imagined that some kind of horrible accident happend and I died in it. I'm not scared of it but I rather enjoy imagining such things and as a child I kind of wanted something like that to happend to me. I don't know how I think about it now. I just think it's a nice fantasy of mine and I still like it but I don't think I'd enjoy it, if that happened to me in real life

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Based on 41 votes (16 yes)
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  • Cuntsiclestick

    It's not really normal, but it's probably okay as long as you don't try to make your fantasies come true.

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  • Ratmanwakes

    That is a very weird, but somehow fascinating thought. I've never heard of someone having that kind of non-suicidal death thoughts before.

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  • xfg-48

    I've imagined that since I was about 4... someone coming into my bedroom and brutally stabbing me in the dark while I was sleeping.

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  • Otaku_selfharm

    No I think about being sickly murdered but that's bc I am depressed and like hurting myself it calms me down

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  • MarcusSG1

    I think your confusing murder with torture. If it's torture that sadomasochism

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  • shorty295

    Anything of this nature that is the minority is not normal but we all knew that anyway... i've never really thought about torturing myself rather I always torture/ abuse a fictional character to get myself to fall asleep.

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  • Nickvey

    I fantasize about killing some guys like Edward Kennedy, Lyndon Johnson, David Rockefeller, and then they die its really weird. And fun.

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  • ojimpu

    Oddly enough when I was younger I'd imagine what it'd look like if I died in school and my classmates would faint with all the bloodworks in the scene of crime. Haha, good old days. And to think I was naive then.

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  • AndrogynousBoy

    Yes, normal, only to understand on the level of empathy what victims of such gruesome abuse have to go through so you'd understand better how repulsive it is and what a proper punishment for such killers would be.

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  • TheEyesTheySee

    I recently got images of getting torn apart by terrorists, probably due to my recent enlistment into the marines. Ive always fantasized about getting devoured too

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  • DestroyAllPsychopaths

    Yes , but if no one does it for me I'll do it myself, once No one needs me anymore :)

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    • heybitch

      You can't be certain no one needs you. And even if thats true, thats just an over rated reason for living, there are other things way more important than having other people need me, if you get me.

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