Is it normal to have your gay best friend finger you?
Okay. So this is really embarrassing for me to tell but I am going to anyways. One of my best friends is gay and I am not attracted to him sexually at all, he isn't the type of guy I mess around with. Well me and him decided to watch gay porn the other day and we both got "excited" he ask me if I wanted him to touch me so I can get used to it because the last time I was fingered by the guy I was dating it hurt a lot. Anyways he started to finer me a little bit and it felt good, I also gave him a hand job.. It was kind of weird at the end because he told me he really enjoyed it. I was just wondering if this ever happened to anyone? I also feel slutty because I have no feelings for him like that and I let him do that to me, I am not that kind of girl. I also feel embarrassed because I don't find him attractive and it makes me feel worse :( so opinions?