Is it normal to have this emotion?
I have an emotion that I've never heard of before. I've been to several doctors and they all told me that they don't know what it is. I feel it when I'm alone, it's not fear or sadness or lonliness. I've felt it for years. My hands tremble, my pupils dilute and I become really hot.
I become really afraid of myself when I calm down. My family always go into a different room and lock the door when it happens. I don't know what I do, but I don't remember what happened once I've calmed down.