Is it normal to have these naughty thoughts..
I'm 19. I've never really done anything wrong nor have i ever had sex, don't drink, smoke, part.but now i think i want to explore a dark side of me that's been waiting to come out.
I thought i was into BDSM.. which is still appealing to me, but lately what gets me going is the thought of being a "daddy's girl"
Upon doing research i realized that there are other people who feel this way as well.. but no matter how much i read.. i keep wondering if it's normal and if i should pursue it.
I've always been into older guys, more mature in age but more importantly, mature in his thinking. I've imagined being made to obey orders, (something i love) and being put across his lap and spanked and many other things.
I definitely don't want to be beaten, just spanked. so i'm afraid that if i try it, he wont understand what i want or go too far by abusing me.
any advice/tips for me?
thanks a million.
--Daddy's Little Girl (^_^)