Sorry for replying late I had surgery so I couldn't really go on the computer.
I had depression w/ psychosis when I was 16 (I'm 20 now) and had to go to the hospital. I ended up stopping my pills after a couple months for a stupid reason. Another thing is my mom is schizophrenic.
before I had to get surgery though I had to spend a day waiting to go to work and I got really paranoid. I bought oatmeal and a drink at a coffee shop and I kept thinking there were bugs in it. I was outside and there was one guy outside with me and it looked like he was watching me. So I couldn't move or do anything until he left. After that I walked around and I saw another guy standing in front of a store and I thought he was following me. So I went to the bookstore and I saw a book with a bug on the cover in the fantasy section. It felt like it was meant for me and I read the intro and it scared me because it said this message was for me and he was watching me and his name was Gideon which I could have sworn I thought of that name before when I thought someone was watching me.
Anyways nothings happened since but I've had visitors over and I don't have problems when people are with me.
I have a question I have problems talking to people even my family/close friends. I don't talk much or they don't understand what I'm trying to say. I don't really know how to respond to people in a normal conversation I just don't say anything and people think I'm weird. lol.
Is it normal to have these fleeting thoughts?
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Sorry for replying late I had surgery so I couldn't really go on the computer.
I had depression w/ psychosis when I was 16 (I'm 20 now) and had to go to the hospital. I ended up stopping my pills after a couple months for a stupid reason. Another thing is my mom is schizophrenic.
before I had to get surgery though I had to spend a day waiting to go to work and I got really paranoid. I bought oatmeal and a drink at a coffee shop and I kept thinking there were bugs in it. I was outside and there was one guy outside with me and it looked like he was watching me. So I couldn't move or do anything until he left. After that I walked around and I saw another guy standing in front of a store and I thought he was following me. So I went to the bookstore and I saw a book with a bug on the cover in the fantasy section. It felt like it was meant for me and I read the intro and it scared me because it said this message was for me and he was watching me and his name was Gideon which I could have sworn I thought of that name before when I thought someone was watching me.
Anyways nothings happened since but I've had visitors over and I don't have problems when people are with me.
I have a question I have problems talking to people even my family/close friends. I don't talk much or they don't understand what I'm trying to say. I don't really know how to respond to people in a normal conversation I just don't say anything and people think I'm weird. lol.
I'll see a doctor when I get insurance..
Thanks for the help! :)