Is it normal to have these fleeting thoughts?
I'm not obsessed with these thoughts (I think) but they're always in the back of my mind.
1. I went to a new grocery store and bought a bunch of stuff including meat. I cooked dinner that night and a little while after I ate it (including the next day) I felt sick. No one else who ate it said they felt that way but I started thinking that all the meat we bought from there was contaminated and I refuse to eat any of it.
2. This made me think about a few weeks ago when I poured a glass of juice for myself and as I was walking to sit down I dropped my glass and it went all over the carpet/table. At that time I felt like something made me drop the glass on purpose, like they were controlling me. I had the same thought about the food I ate. I cooked it. So I thought what if something made me put something into the food to make me sick? that wouldn't make sense though because no one else got sick off of it.
3. A little bug was flying around me. I went to the kitchen and it was there again. At first I had a feeling it was following me, then I had a thought that it was watching me, or better yet that someone was controlling it to watch me.
I don't necessarily believe these things but I'm not going to eat that meat just in case. I just had a thought that that bug came from the meat and that company is watching me or trying to hurt me. I feel like throwing away all the meat we bought...but then I'd looked crazy right?