I have a very similar "problem"... I have been thinking my life has been a waste of time since I was 15 and I am 19 years old now.
And I think the same about what you said " I fantasize about what my few friends, my family and my crush would go through if I would actually do it", completly the same so do not you think you are alone in this
IIN to have suicidal thoughts even though I dont want to kill myself?
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I have a very similar "problem"... I have been thinking my life has been a waste of time since I was 15 and I am 19 years old now.
And I think the same about what you said " I fantasize about what my few friends, my family and my crush would go through if I would actually do it", completly the same so do not you think you are alone in this