Is it normal to have sex with your imaginary friend?
I have an imaginary friend, and we are really close... I know that I am a teen but I'm at a time in my life when I'm lonely and I've never had a real boyfriend. My imaginary friend first showed up a couple years ago and we've been best friends ever since, but now we are a bit more than just friends.
He mainly shows up when I’m feeling down or bored or lonely, but he is always there. But I know when he's there because I can clearly see him in my mind's eye, I can feel him and I feel him in my heart. I know in my heart he is really there.
I remember our first kiss - it was like he was really there, I could feel his lips on mine and it was real to me. It’s gotten to the point where I am actually having sex with him on a daily basis. Of course I've never told anyone about this, they would think I am crazy. That I have a sexual relationship with my imaginary friend. But I know I'm crazy. I would actually rather have him than a real boyfriend, because I’m happier with him. I love him, no matter whether I'm the only one who can see him or not. I don't care if others think I'm crazy or pretending, because to me, he's more real than anyone I know in reality.
I am not schizophrenic, just lonely, and he just fills that hole... No pun intended. He is a part of me and I am in love with him. I'm happy with him.