Is it normal to have sex with my cousin?
I'm a boy and when I was little my cousin(2-3 years older than me) molested me and my brother. Then I started liking it and when he wasnt around I put things in my ass. Then I realized it was gay and stopped, but I always have urges to have sex with him again and when I do it hurts, but I like it. Everytime I try to stop my urges come over me and we end up doing it. Does anyone else have problems like this? Is it normal?