RELAX! You are working yourself into a frenzy for no good reason. If you want to figure out what turns you on, then you are going to have to try a few things. You are obviously so afraid of how you will be perceived by a lover you haven't had the strength to try sex. If you don't try sex, with either sex, you can't possibly understand any of it.
Since your major attraction seems to be towards girls, go out and get laid by some. Don't get all hung up on being a great lover (you aren't going to be even a good lover without practice), just relax and try to enjoy it. Forget what some stupid shit said in your past. If after having sex with a few women (one just won't do), if you find yourself fantasizing about having sex with guys, then go do that too. You will work it out, in time. But stop stressing about any of it, and for Neptune's sake don't make yourself sick over it.
Not that I know you at all, but from your post, you sound straight to me.
Is it normal to have no idea what your orienation is at age 22?
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RELAX! You are working yourself into a frenzy for no good reason. If you want to figure out what turns you on, then you are going to have to try a few things. You are obviously so afraid of how you will be perceived by a lover you haven't had the strength to try sex. If you don't try sex, with either sex, you can't possibly understand any of it.
Since your major attraction seems to be towards girls, go out and get laid by some. Don't get all hung up on being a great lover (you aren't going to be even a good lover without practice), just relax and try to enjoy it. Forget what some stupid shit said in your past. If after having sex with a few women (one just won't do), if you find yourself fantasizing about having sex with guys, then go do that too. You will work it out, in time. But stop stressing about any of it, and for Neptune's sake don't make yourself sick over it.
Not that I know you at all, but from your post, you sound straight to me.