I wish it was easy to let go. idk why I hold on so hard. because I have such high standards, I think its really hard to meet a decent guy who's not so flamboyant and "out there". besides his desicions to stop seeing me, I still believe deep down he's not living the way he wants..and it kills me. but honestly i just wish he didn't cut me out the way he did...that's the worst part.
IIN to have my first heart break @ 20 and im a dude
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I wish it was easy to let go. idk why I hold on so hard. because I have such high standards, I think its really hard to meet a decent guy who's not so flamboyant and "out there". besides his desicions to stop seeing me, I still believe deep down he's not living the way he wants..and it kills me. but honestly i just wish he didn't cut me out the way he did...that's the worst part.