I feel envious of the ones that can say:"stick to your biological gender".It might sound easy for you cause you are contented with what you have between your legs(which is good) but it's so hard for me,I tried many times but my body is rebelling against me. I'm starting to hate myself for it now while trying not to screw my life because of it. To be honest,I clearly don't want this. Growing up in a community where things like this are not understandable,it's hard. I swear,I just want to be like the other people out there,contented with what nature gave them and enhancing it. I want to be like that,rather than being in this situation,because it sucks(especially because no one around me seems to be trustworthy enough to get asked about it without even judging me or my mental state). But I couldn't. Every time I try to even just,stay with my natural gender for a day(even when I feel otherwise),it gets really,really messed up and I end up either accidentally acting the opposite or something worse. You might say it isn't true but it is. It feels so weird. But at least I feel comfortable when I'm alone(that's why I choose to be alone at most times). I looked up that terms 'genderfluid' and 'genderflux' in the internet and on a dictionary by the way,and yeah,that 'genderfluid' term was so me. I never thought such gender exist. And to lighten the atmosphere,I want you guys to know that..I like the genderfluid flag color the time I saw it.Sweet.
Is it normal to have multiple genders?
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I feel envious of the ones that can say:"stick to your biological gender".It might sound easy for you cause you are contented with what you have between your legs(which is good) but it's so hard for me,I tried many times but my body is rebelling against me. I'm starting to hate myself for it now while trying not to screw my life because of it. To be honest,I clearly don't want this. Growing up in a community where things like this are not understandable,it's hard. I swear,I just want to be like the other people out there,contented with what nature gave them and enhancing it. I want to be like that,rather than being in this situation,because it sucks(especially because no one around me seems to be trustworthy enough to get asked about it without even judging me or my mental state). But I couldn't. Every time I try to even just,stay with my natural gender for a day(even when I feel otherwise),it gets really,really messed up and I end up either accidentally acting the opposite or something worse. You might say it isn't true but it is. It feels so weird. But at least I feel comfortable when I'm alone(that's why I choose to be alone at most times). I looked up that terms 'genderfluid' and 'genderflux' in the internet and on a dictionary by the way,and yeah,that 'genderfluid' term was so me. I never thought such gender exist. And to lighten the atmosphere,I want you guys to know that..I like the genderfluid flag color the time I saw it.Sweet.