Obviously you sound quite sincere.
You need to accept it happened and move on.
Why you went to him in the first place shows your naivety, and mixed emotions of not wanting to be alone.
Try to control your sexual feelings, ideally meet some girls your age and start to form a network of friends.
All is not lost from what has happened, people have moved on from much worse first dates.
I'd ask you over for a 'chat', but I think you may be a bit more reserved on blind dates in future.
Ideally go back home.
Is it normal to have had sex with a guy 30 years older than me?
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Obviously you sound quite sincere.
You need to accept it happened and move on.
Why you went to him in the first place shows your naivety, and mixed emotions of not wanting to be alone.
Try to control your sexual feelings, ideally meet some girls your age and start to form a network of friends.
All is not lost from what has happened, people have moved on from much worse first dates.
I'd ask you over for a 'chat', but I think you may be a bit more reserved on blind dates in future.
Ideally go back home.