I'm sorry you were taken advantage of and you didn't feel like you had the power to leave the situation.
This is going to hurt you for a while and you'll always look back on it with regret.
When I was young, I'd got myself into a couple of situations similar to yours, but fortunately I escaped at the last minute where you didn't. Even still, I felt tainted by it and I can't imagine just how deeply horrible you're feeling right now.
I want you to know that you should forgive yourself for not standing up to him. He took advantage of your naivete and he's a fucking slimeball. Don't blame yourself for not putting up enough resistance to him. He should have known better, especially at his age.
You've learned this lesson the hard way and I know you won't do the same thing again in the future. If you are still having troubles with this in a few weeks, maybe see a counsellor to work through the feelings of guilt.
Is it normal to have had sex with a guy 30 years older than me?
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I'm sorry you were taken advantage of and you didn't feel like you had the power to leave the situation.
This is going to hurt you for a while and you'll always look back on it with regret.
When I was young, I'd got myself into a couple of situations similar to yours, but fortunately I escaped at the last minute where you didn't. Even still, I felt tainted by it and I can't imagine just how deeply horrible you're feeling right now.
I want you to know that you should forgive yourself for not standing up to him. He took advantage of your naivete and he's a fucking slimeball. Don't blame yourself for not putting up enough resistance to him. He should have known better, especially at his age.
You've learned this lesson the hard way and I know you won't do the same thing again in the future. If you are still having troubles with this in a few weeks, maybe see a counsellor to work through the feelings of guilt.