I started to hate my mother, when I started to messed up in school... Education and finishing college is one of my wildest dream.. I grew up with a very low self-steem... My mom and dad always criticize everything i do... they keep labeling me as stupid, dam, no brainer, they always make me look stupid in front of other people.... I grew up scared, shy, and afraid to face trials, scared to love, scared to make mistake.. so painful.. Pain is my teacher while growing up.. I waited until i become mature enough to accept, my circumstances... I can handle now many types of pain, but my hate for my mother, most of the time bother me and make me struggle to move forward and achieve my dream... I'm still waiting for my success to come... I graduated college, Finally.. Not easy thing to do when you have heart aches and anger... One exam away, and i'm free... I hope that, when i get out of our house, i'll find the peace and happiness that I am looking for..
Is it normal to have feelings for someone younger than me?
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I started to hate my mother, when I started to messed up in school... Education and finishing college is one of my wildest dream.. I grew up with a very low self-steem... My mom and dad always criticize everything i do... they keep labeling me as stupid, dam, no brainer, they always make me look stupid in front of other people.... I grew up scared, shy, and afraid to face trials, scared to love, scared to make mistake.. so painful.. Pain is my teacher while growing up.. I waited until i become mature enough to accept, my circumstances... I can handle now many types of pain, but my hate for my mother, most of the time bother me and make me struggle to move forward and achieve my dream... I'm still waiting for my success to come... I graduated college, Finally.. Not easy thing to do when you have heart aches and anger... One exam away, and i'm free... I hope that, when i get out of our house, i'll find the peace and happiness that I am looking for..