Thats exactly what happened to me. I really wanted to get rid of my belly, so I started calorie restricting. Of course I lost a lot of weight, and because I was constantly hungry, I would feel depressed all the time. I stopped being socially active at school and online, and when the hunger became too much to handle, I would binge eat. Them I would starve myself to get back all the weight I gained. I guess you could say I am anorexic, or bulimic, I don't really care about the labels tbh.
All I know is that my health is definitely at risk, since I've been losing hair and stopped having menstruation because of my lack of vitamins, so I am trying to recover from this eating disorder. It's difficult though. It's like an addiction. Starving myself and seeing myself get thinner as the day passes is satisfying, but when I do eat a good amount of food, I would feel extreme hate for myself.
I hope you try to get back to eating normally because dealing with eating disorders is like being stuck in a dark cell with no way out.
Is it normal to have eating habits like these?
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Thats exactly what happened to me. I really wanted to get rid of my belly, so I started calorie restricting. Of course I lost a lot of weight, and because I was constantly hungry, I would feel depressed all the time. I stopped being socially active at school and online, and when the hunger became too much to handle, I would binge eat. Them I would starve myself to get back all the weight I gained. I guess you could say I am anorexic, or bulimic, I don't really care about the labels tbh.
All I know is that my health is definitely at risk, since I've been losing hair and stopped having menstruation because of my lack of vitamins, so I am trying to recover from this eating disorder. It's difficult though. It's like an addiction. Starving myself and seeing myself get thinner as the day passes is satisfying, but when I do eat a good amount of food, I would feel extreme hate for myself.
I hope you try to get back to eating normally because dealing with eating disorders is like being stuck in a dark cell with no way out.