I used to be afraid id throw myself off those upper balcony walkways at malls, i guess your urge is like that!
I never actually wanted to really die but i think there was a fascination with death. As a child you get to experiment with everything like tasting things, throwing things to see hoW far you can make them go, and so many other things. Yet, you never get experiment with death. Your and my fantasies were probably a safe way to live out our fears and play with the possibility of death.
Hope that helps... Do you think that sheds some light on your situation?
IIN to have an urge to open the door and jump out on the free way?
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I used to be afraid id throw myself off those upper balcony walkways at malls, i guess your urge is like that!
I never actually wanted to really die but i think there was a fascination with death. As a child you get to experiment with everything like tasting things, throwing things to see hoW far you can make them go, and so many other things. Yet, you never get experiment with death. Your and my fantasies were probably a safe way to live out our fears and play with the possibility of death.
Hope that helps... Do you think that sheds some light on your situation?