Is it normal to have an intrusive thought?
So I desire a muscular physique with a stomach that looks like armor. I want sculpted rock hard abs. I really want powerful muscular GLUTES. I have a preoccupation with achieving one every time I go to the gym. I also can't lie. In the past I've got jealous of men with muscular glutes. In homemade sex videos there's this one video that left an indelible impression with me of a great fuck: this bodybuilder with big muscular glutes was pounding this woman out really good and I got so excited watching it and jealous at the same time. I was entranced by his ass. However I am not gay. His ass was so sculpted and muscular I couldn't help but focus on it. Is this normal?