Is it normal to have an affection this strong for someone?
okay, so. i met this girl in 7th grade and i had the biggest crush on her. She was popular, i was (pretty much) a loser. we spoke (only becuase we had class) but i never even tried to do anything or tell her that i liked her and after middle school we never spoke....fast forward half a decade later..and now were in 12th grade, she goes to my rival school. i still have this strong "crush" on her. i follow her on twitter, she didnt follow back (she has like 1000 followers i cant blame her). i catch myself looking at all her pictures, imagining what my life would be like if we dated or if we were at least friends. and all of my friends are her friends, its sooo depressing. and what i think is weird is that i know alot about her. where she wants to go college, her whole name, her best friends, he ex bfs, where she lives, her dogs name, what car she drives, her age, birthday, her height, what celebritys she does and doesnt like,and i remember almost every encounter ive has with this woman...and about a month ago, i was at the gas station, and i saw her in person for the first time since middle school, we made eye contact. i was soooo happy. anyways, i know soooo much about her. and i dont think she remembers me at all. this is depressing. so is this an "unhealthy" affection i have with this woman? or is it normal?