Is it normal to have a rape fetish/enjoy watching rape porn
I have a fetish for watching rape porn where a helpless girl is gang banged.
btw I hate violence and I hate people suffering but why does this turn me on? btw I am against the use of slapping or tying up girls that does not turn me on but seeing a helpless girl be surrounded by sexual males seems to turn me on and I hate myself for it.
I am against human trafficking and even sexual abuse but WHY does this turn me on??
P.S. a bit about myself: I am 18 years old male who has never been in a relationship and am basically a loner so maybe this has caused me to have this especially I suffer from anxiety and ocd