Is it normal to hate your mom's very exsistence??

Okay sk since I was like 5 or 6 I have hated my mom with the deepest of passions. She is an uptight b**** that I can't stand. Like my friends she has me "pay" her so that they can come over like I have to let her pop three or four pimples just to have a friend over for a whole night. She also has this problem of even if your talking in a whisper she yells "Shut the f*** up. I'm trying to sleep!" or she'll be angry and/or sad for no apperent reason!

It's quite annoying!!! Is it normal to want to kill myself everytime I even hear her voice just so I can get away from her?!!!!!!

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  • How close are you to moving out? You need to get away from her. That being said, she must've loved you and nurtured you on some level or you would've died. Being away from her will give you a different perspective and maybe you'll be able to appreciate her.

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  • All your Mother needs is a good fuck and I guess you are not up to it...

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  • your lucky many children are beaten till they are either dead or seriously injured so stfu and tell that bitch she can go to hell

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  • I am not exagerating at all

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  • Thank you!!

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  • Wait a couple more years, then move out.

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  • OK, first off, I am assuming that you are exaterating (SP, sorry) when you say you want to kill yourself.
    That being said, there are parents who are so off the wall abusive (speaking from experience) that you really dont need to be around them. HOWEVER: if what you said is the worse you have, trust me, you got it easy, and she isnt deserving of hatred, shes just over the top annoying. Examples:
    My mom once pulled me out of a hair cut, made me go to school with a half cut job, because I said i enjoy being around my friends mom. She turned me over to a known child molester to baby sit because she couldnt be bothered by me. I had to go to the local bar and get my dad to come home every night. When I got my arm broken, they wouldnt take me to the hospital until after lunch so they wouldnt waste the food. These are the things I can print so that most people wont get sick. So, think of how bad it could be.
    About her being angry/sad for no reason: You dont know her mind/heart/thoughts so you have no idea of why she is angry/sad. She may very well have a great reason for it, but doesnt want to let you know it.

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  • Dear little psycho,
    No.

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