I understand now. I have a life too. A life that I really want to live and make the most of. I spent so much time not trusting him, and trying to control his life that I've missed so much of mind along the way. I would make my life so much easier if I could just take my mind off of him. If there is any reason why he would want to do something I would not be okay with, I have that choice and that right and get up and walk away with my life in those bags.
Not trusting your spouse is very unhealthy. It will surely not change the relationship for the better.
I personally felt like a prisoner to my mind. And I'm just now trying to free myself. As hard as it is to feel like something is yours, and to let it go free at the same time, is like giving your heart away to a stranger who never promised you love in the first place.
This is one of the hardest things I've ever had to do because loving him is like dying. Because it's the last thing I'll ever do. So why not live happily and keep my hopes and dreams too.
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I understand now. I have a life too. A life that I really want to live and make the most of. I spent so much time not trusting him, and trying to control his life that I've missed so much of mind along the way. I would make my life so much easier if I could just take my mind off of him. If there is any reason why he would want to do something I would not be okay with, I have that choice and that right and get up and walk away with my life in those bags.
Not trusting your spouse is very unhealthy. It will surely not change the relationship for the better.
I personally felt like a prisoner to my mind. And I'm just now trying to free myself. As hard as it is to feel like something is yours, and to let it go free at the same time, is like giving your heart away to a stranger who never promised you love in the first place.
This is one of the hardest things I've ever had to do because loving him is like dying. Because it's the last thing I'll ever do. So why not live happily and keep my hopes and dreams too.