is it normal to hate watching girls being raped/abused even in fiction

hello i am sorry it took me this long to answer but I recently realised this place wasn't a great place for me to share personal stuff despite what the name of the website implies , however before I remove my acc i wanted to say I am really sorry for what happened and I am really glad you met your husband who helped get over the situation you were in , what you mentioned was exactly the reason I asked my question in fact , I am really sorry if I couldn't get my idea across clearly but what I actually meant was that I didn't get why most guys enjoy and get turned on by the idea of rape when it comes to sexual activities as in "roleplay" despite how horrible it is , and I wanted to know if I was the only one , I don't want to feel turned on by it I don't want to like it , I just wanted to know people enjoy what I consider as one of the most sickening acts someone could ever do , thank you for sharing your story , I prey for you and your husband to have a wonderful life together and that you won't have to go through something as horrible ever again