So forgive me if I’m wrong, but it sounds to me as though you think it’s ok but you would prefer it if you got turned on by it?
As a woman who was raped many years ago I find it repulsive. It’s a degrading, humiliating and frightening experience to go through. At the time it left me feeling vulnerable and scared to go out. It totally messed up my head and when I did eventually start to live my life again I did so from a point of feeling worthless, so just went totally mad believing it didn’t matter how much I abused my body because that’s all I was worth. It was only once I met my husband I started to calm down. He saved my life, got me back on the straight and narrow. I owe him everything.
I never got justice for what happened to me, as I was advised at the time, that as there was no proof the sex wasn’t consensual. I was told I had no chance of a conviction. However, there was the possibility I could find myself on a charge for making a false allegation.
hello i am sorry it took me this long to answer but I recently realised this place wasn't a great place for me to share personal stuff despite what the name of the website implies , however before I remove my acc i wanted to say I am really sorry for what happened and I am really glad you met your husband who helped get over the situation you were in , what you mentioned was exactly the reason I asked my question in fact , I am really sorry if I couldn't get my idea across clearly but what I actually meant was that I didn't get why most guys enjoy and get turned on by the idea of rape when it comes to sexual activities as in "roleplay" despite how horrible it is , and I wanted to know if I was the only one , I don't want to feel turned on by it I don't want to like it , I just wanted to know people enjoy what I consider as one of the most sickening acts someone could ever do , thank you for sharing your story , I prey for you and your husband to have a wonderful life together and that you won't have to go through something as horrible ever again
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So forgive me if I’m wrong, but it sounds to me as though you think it’s ok but you would prefer it if you got turned on by it?
As a woman who was raped many years ago I find it repulsive. It’s a degrading, humiliating and frightening experience to go through. At the time it left me feeling vulnerable and scared to go out. It totally messed up my head and when I did eventually start to live my life again I did so from a point of feeling worthless, so just went totally mad believing it didn’t matter how much I abused my body because that’s all I was worth. It was only once I met my husband I started to calm down. He saved my life, got me back on the straight and narrow. I owe him everything.
I never got justice for what happened to me, as I was advised at the time, that as there was no proof the sex wasn’t consensual. I was told I had no chance of a conviction. However, there was the possibility I could find myself on a charge for making a false allegation.
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hello i am sorry it took me this long to answer but I recently realised this place wasn't a great place for me to share personal stuff despite what the name of the website implies , however before I remove my acc i wanted to say I am really sorry for what happened and I am really glad you met your husband who helped get over the situation you were in , what you mentioned was exactly the reason I asked my question in fact , I am really sorry if I couldn't get my idea across clearly but what I actually meant was that I didn't get why most guys enjoy and get turned on by the idea of rape when it comes to sexual activities as in "roleplay" despite how horrible it is , and I wanted to know if I was the only one , I don't want to feel turned on by it I don't want to like it , I just wanted to know people enjoy what I consider as one of the most sickening acts someone could ever do , thank you for sharing your story , I prey for you and your husband to have a wonderful life together and that you won't have to go through something as horrible ever again